Monday Rant

This morning I have decided that I am tired of being who I am right now.  I miss my old self.

I miss the lady who partied every night, got drunk every night, and didn’t care about the world!

I miss the lady who didn’t cry a lot.

I miss the lady who never gave a fuck what the world thinks.

I feel that I have become too soft and I don’t like being that way. I hate crying over petty things, crying over the same things every day.

So now, why would I care about what you say?! Why would I listen to all the things that other people are saying when they don’t even know and understand how it is be like me?

Why do I have listen about their people’s advice about loneliness when they haven’t even been lonely before?

Sometimes, I fee l like the world is full of hypocrites.

~ by 32flavors on September 28, 2009.