I AM BACK

After weeks of being away from this blog, I finally have the courage to post a new entry. 32Flavors officially turned 2 years old last month and I didn’t even care. I was too pre-occupied with other things that I was never excited about this blog growing a year older.

Truth is, 32Flavors has become a bestfriend.  This is has become a solace, a place where I can be myself and express thoughts and emotions without having to fear what others might say about me. 32Flavors and those people who have been sharing this blog with me, became my comfort in times of depression and loneliness.

I stayed away from blogging not really because I was busy. I just didn’t want to blog because blogging makes me think about things. It makes me confront my emotions and thougnts. And lately I got too scared to even face myself. I didn’t want to face the truth that I was hurting. Yes, I WAS HURT. But I’m now ok.

I dont’ want to complain about work, although I am very unhappy about it. But I know that I have to stick to it while I’m still waiting for that big break…

I had been gone but now I’m back.  No need to worry.

I miss u Lemski and Jhay. I miss you Vampire Maharet. I miss u Mervin. I miss Ada and Maja. I miss those days when I was just happy with you….

~ by 32flavors on August 4, 2008.