
I don’t know how to describe how I’ve been feeling lately. It could be annoyance or frustration accompanied with slight shock, anger and disbelief. I just couldn’t believe that this is happening. Paranoia is not normal and it is not healthy if you feel that the world is conspiring to make your day horrible.
I don’t want to rant today because I don’t want to sound so upset over today’s events. Yet, here I am blogging. Ranting. I think it’s scary for you to be acting that way. I’m sorry but I’ve completely changed how I see you as a person. I think you’re emotionally unstable. And I don’t know if I honestly would want to be near you.
Ok. It’s wrong for me to be judging you this way but were you even fair enough? Did you give us any consideration during the past weeks? No, you didn’t. Inspite of our efforts, you turned deaf and mute.
I am tolerant and patient when required. However, when things get absurd, I am like a hurricane. I wreak havoc.
What is it with paranoia that some people tend to think and feel that it’s always “them” that the world is fussing about. When they hear people laughing, they think people are laughing at them. They feel that everyone is watching them. They feel that stories are always about them. Can’t just these people understand that the world DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND THEM. Therefore, the world would revolve without fussing over them?
Maybe I am just like you, I am also stressed out. I am also feeling the pressure but that does not make me feel paranoid. I get depressed but not paranoid. Paranoia is a band name but it is also a mental disorder.
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